it has been a "culture" for us to break fast at least once during the month of Ramadhan. and after so long we did not meet(due to some unforseen shit), we so called "re-united" yesterday. it was pretty awkward for me. i somehow forgot how he looked like. it felt funny sitting in the car with him, walking beside him, having to sit in front of him during dinner, and he kept looking at me. it felt different when we held hands. even smiling was tough. and most of the time, during dinner, i felt nauseous. i almost gagged my already chewed dory fish, and those seafood platter he fed me. out of 2 of my fried dory fishes, i only managed to digest half of 1 of them. was lucky enough that i didn't puke in front of him. urgh!

after the so called "warm-up", i felt better. went to Mustaffa's to get some stuff. to keep the story short, we're fine now. Alhamdulillah.

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i tried to hold back my tears this morning while sending mama to work. she "nagged" at me about my life, about my relationship with him, about marriage. and as soon as she got out of the car, i cried my eyes out. i felt pressured. i felt stupid.

thanks mum.

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and when i actually wanted to snap photos of lessie's last year's curls which were already on the floor, my digi went asystolic. pfffft. btw lessie, u look FRESH in that short hairdo. i loik! felt like cutting mine too. soon k. lessie went shopping for her clutch. and she bought her love-at-first-sight-clutch. nice.

had the boss came down after work. we had sumptuous dinner @ Ramen 10. and by the time boss finished his meal, he was high.(impersonating mat drug) kesian member kepenatan. we walked all the way to forum Coffee Beans and lepak. had our session of gossips and laughters and merepek-ness. (boss, i still wonder, how come u didn't laugh when telling us ur funny story. hmmm) anyways, while having so much fun, SOMEONE just had to SPOIL the moment. what a turn-off! (u noe i noe darlings) URGH!

and the night ended with sweet-ness. thank you boss. and thank u lessie. i've had fantabulous fun with u guys.

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awkward day it will be today.

10:44 AM

Alhamdulillah. Nenek is progressing well. =)


me and my "cina" nenek.


nenek's TKR wound.


the marking made to make sure it's the correct leg.

and cuzzin eza, who's working @ TTSH, came over to break fast. and mama psycho-ed her into sleepover at my place. hehe. so here she is chatting with me now. going on her PM shift later.

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weeeeeee! meeting LESSIE in 4hrs time! beb, i MISS YOU LOADS!

11:08 AM

10:43 PM

nenek went for another Total Knee Replacement. the surgery went well, but she's not taking it well and has to be transferred to CCU. her blood pressure and HB went low, and she spiked a fever. she talked nonsense, but has since been her normal self just today. two pints of blood was being transfused. semua akan mendoakan nenek supaya kuat dan cepat sembuh. Amin.

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IMH posting was superb. nothing beats the fun of having such ppl around. not even the "Red Tapes" in the ward. we did what we could, and we had fantabulous time, joy and laughters. structured activities such as arts & crafts, the ball game, the name game, UNO, checkers, our self-made hoop game, the dart game, therapy sessions, has made us bond with the patients. and when they were being discharged, we could feel the "loss". being able to understand their behaviours and disorders, was such and eye-opener. we had our emo times, laughing at their cute traits, being firm when we had to, helped them when they needed the assistance, sang with them tho the songs were pure lame. great experience, i must say. my groupmates were a super-fun bunch. they played a part in making the posting such an enjoyable one.=)

shopping for goodies for the special ppl.


searching for those "easy-to-eat- goodies".


for at least 25 of them.


our boss. mr sheikh muhd aka the galah.


for the ward.

and when the fun was at its peak....


sheikh still couldn't make even 1 ketupat, tho with yati's help. hehe.


rini was bored, so she played bingo with the girls.


wandi hiding his "gigi colgate".


i managed to do 3 ketupats! yeay! *ajok sheikh*


sheikh and anwar. after buka puasa.


waiting at the main door. no one wants to open the door for us.


if constipated?


day space.


fun ppl.


anwar muka stop it eh. last warning.


just us.


"feeling" tepi pantai lah konon.

our last day....


as you can see, sheikh still struggling, while i'm already an expert in ketupat making. and wandi, pls look at the camera!


nice.


protection for 5?


the ketupats we made, and we did some decorations for the ward.


the mentor(yati), and the mentee(me). thanx babe for the patience in teaching me.


happy ppl.


at the front counter.


on our sides.


me and anwar.


happy feet.


after buka.


the huge card. credits to yati.


unstable. mentally.


suicidal precaution.

the end.

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i tend to be grumpy nowadays. and i tend to "kene-kan" ppl, especially that someone. sorry boy. it's just not ur day. heehee.*winks*

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