me: it's ok i understand.. go hm n get ur rest k...
abee: i noe u r disappointed.. so am i.. but i'll make it up to u..
yes i'm disappointed. but hey, i'm one considerate girlfriend, hokay. i knew he just logged off work this morning. then had to attend a course from 9am till 5pm back to back. if i were him, i'll definitely collapse.*salutes abee*
school's so pathetic now.......
it's S Ahmad Shazaly's birthday on monday. so we had a simple celebration over at Bugis Seoul Garden after school. Happy Birthday S!
the Birthday Boy and us!
nothing much on Tuesday. had my BCLS theory paper on Wednesday. Thusday was a breeze. and on Friday, it was my first time making such a difficult decision. it's not choosing between 2 things, but it's more of the choice of getting it or forgo. Lessie has been of such great help. i got all stressed up till i had to use my calculator to do the calculations. GOSH!
anyways, i've been wanting to get it all by myself. so finally, i bought the BABY-G watch. hmmm my advanced birthday prezzie. and i felt all relieved after purchasing the item. yeahoooo!
shopping with mum was fun. we entered almost every shop in Vivo. she bought 2 MNG tops. 1 TOPMAN shirt for elder bro. 4 FOX shirts for younger bros. 4 water pitchers. and nothing for myself. haha. actually, i was so close in getting the sofa bed at TANGS, and the belts from ZARA and MNG. but, next time lah eh.
a short convo with love when he called this morning.
me: elo..
abee: elo good morning syg. abee baru balik nie..
me: ouh... ingatkan baru bangun bobok..
abee: abee ngantok nie, nak bobok...
me: hehe.. ok..
abee: abee windu anee..
me: anee windu abee jugak...
abee: abee sayang anee...
me: anee pon sayang abee...
abee: ok dah.. dah bole bobok..
me: hehe, dah gi bobok manis ok...
abee: goodnyte bb..
me: nyte2 nakal..
*end of convo*
and that was @ 1023hrs...
i miss my GREEN GOBLIN!
this picture was taken on Monday. my dear Alicia brought me out jalan2 before our BCLS lesson. hehe.
then on tuesday, abee sent me and daddy picked me up.
on wednesday, i stayed home to rest the foot.
thursday was superb. i dumped my wheelchair for my crutches. abee sacrificed his sleep. sent and picked me up from school. love love.
finally friday came. i dumped my crutches altogether. i limped my way to the MRT station, to school, and back. thank you lessie for accompanying me to school and back. went Westmall to get stuffs for my wound dressing. had Swensen's ice-cream and off lessie went to meet her pals. i do hope she had a great time.
i had just finished soaking my foot in warm water. gotta get those unwanted yellowish layer off my wound so it can heal properly. managed to do a bit of debridement, though the pain was excruxiating. gosh!
"i WILL get well, coz i have YOU in mind.."
the way you volunteered to send me to school this morning...
the way you smiled as soon as i opened the door...
the way you handled me with care while going down the step...
the way you hugged me from the back and kissed my hand in the lift on the way down...
the way you wheeled me slowly to your car...
the way you handled me back to the wheelchair when we reached school...
the way you held my hand...
the way you touched my cheeks before leaving...
the way you said,"Sya, jaga dia baik2 tau.."
and then u left...
short and sweet little gestures like those were more than enough to make my day...
thank you abee...
and i gave sis Huda a suprise. she screamed my name! and doing CPR was a breeze. no pain, only cramps on my right leg. and while waiting for daddy to fetch, i gave lessie a suprise, or was it the other way round. hehe. glad to see my lovelies! thx so much for waiting along with me darlings. made mama teared for a while. emo.
thank u abee and family for visiting. i really appreciate it.=)
nevertheless, mama and daddy and my brothers have been of very great help. mama never fails to bring me to the toilet, prepares my medications, helps me with the abulation and prayers. daddy for bringing me around the house, driving me to the clinic at night, checking on me every night to see if i'm crying in pain, buying dressing sets for me, settling my green goblin(she's sick too-can't start). my brothers for pushing me around like crazy drivers, bringing my handphone and lappie close to me, charging them for me, wash my plates, eating prawns and sotongs in front of me. hmph. I LOVE U ALL lah.. thx abang and kak idah for the Vaseline petroleum gel. i can burn my foot as soon as i apply it.=)
my lessie has been of great help. msging me everyday. and stop blaming urself over the Zambuk issue aite. and huda sis for the "Low" song. and now she calls me humpty dumpty. wah lau eh. and she made my day early in the morning. "sekolah mcm s**l without u" haha sweet. HEART them both! my bestie cuzzie Juliani has been of help too. getting me cottonballs and normal saline for my wound dressing, sleeping on my bed, yakking about how she's so effing stressed about JCI, doing my dressing last night. LOVE u gal! good luck eh. hehe. and thx for the well wishes y'all. i'll be back. hohoho.
but now, i'm alone at home. brother Akil has gone to school. no one to bully! and i'm on fall precaution. and no one to bring me to the toilet to shower. no one to make me breakfast. no one to do this and that for me. haha. pampered sey, pakaikan pampers baru tau! eh pls eh, i'm not a spoilt brat! i can do all of it myself, but it'll take me eons lah. hehe.
and i really thanked lessie for being my private missy. accompanying me to TP HQ to do up my statement. doing my dressing nicely. and ALL lah. u noe i noe. hearts u darla.
day of the accident. look at how a staffnurse in NUH did my dressing. my grandmother can do better. pffft.
2nd day. lessie helped me with the dressing, and she did a great job! look at how neat the dressing was.
3rd day. lessie came by to my place to do my dressing. she did another great job that my classmates doodled on my foot.
u can see how my foot has grown oedematus. and not forgetting the super-throbbing pain as soon as i bring down my foot after elevating it. never fails to make my cry. never.
still raw.
"Get well soon, and get a scar..." thx prem. pffft.
the colour changes.
and by the fourth day, it swelled up like nobody'd business, i could barely stand and walk. so i MC-ed myself from sch with Mrs Doris Chan's help.
nenek and atok and bibik came to visit yesterday. siap dgn their "lectures". hah! i was practically sobbing, not because of their "lectures", but i was really in pain lor. heheh. thx atok, for ur minyak gamat.=)
i missed SCHOOL. i missed LESSIE. i missed HUDA. i missed GREEN GOBLIN.
the day i had my accident. i wore yellow. and.... it's all gone. my headscarf, yellow sleeveless, white top, and my jeans. torn and thrown away.
the feet before the accident. it's a lucky thing i wore my crocs, well at least. if i were to don on my thongs, i bet my toes would be gone.
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"i will see u SOON... i PROMISE.."
i didn't know ur soon will be THAT soon.
thx abee.
116 is the number. so far......
my last time donning yellow. hearing lessie said about the colour yellow made me scared now. hmmmmm...
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anyhooooooos. Mr Ibrahim is right. Owning a bike = Query Suicide. hah.
true i guess. cos i've experienced it for myself just this late afternoon, while on my way back from school. it was raining, the ground was wet. i wanna make a right turn, and i skidded. and i was just 5 min to reaching my destination. paramedics came and brought me to NUH emergency. jabbed me on the butt, x-ray, did the dressing to my wounds on my leg and elbow. the right side of my body was quite bad. but now, i can run. even sprint. heh.
there, the biggest wound...
my green goblin...... the paramedics left her on the pavement, and when i got to the accident scene, she has been towed away by TP. and on Wednesday, i have to go down to TP station. haiz.
and i agree. things happen for a reason, tho i don't have a clue of what the reason may be. i'm just glad that i came back home in one piece. Alhamdulillah.
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a convo that started with,"Hey, is your bike a runner?"
leads to,"Where do u live?"
then,"My name's A.. and urs?"
ended with,"You ride safely tau.. i'll see you around in school ya?"
HOHOHO..
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owning a bike = query suicide
thanks Mr I-Bra-Him...
=)
during Behavioral Modification lecture, my lecturer said,"if a person tells u the 3 sweet words, like everytime, over and over again, u'll feel tired of it and want it to stop. But if for a long time u've not heard of those words, and u're deprived of it, u'll somehow feel great about it." True? Yes? No? But wat she said made me teared for a while, but i managed to hold it back so that my left and right pals wouldn't notice. thanks lessie for the pat on my arm. =)