Sunday, June 29, 2008,
no matter how hard i tried concentrating and drowning myself in my Bio notes, i'm just unable to sink. things that's been happening just keep lingering in my mind, that eventually keeps me afloat and not able to focus.
just wish me luck for Bio test this coming Tuesday.
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and i thought i've picked myself up, but i keep falling. perhaps i should stop HOPING.
10:26 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008,
apparently, i ended school today at 3pm. elective was suppose to finish around 5pm. Dr Yong is the best lah!
apparently, drinking fruit juices, be it starfruit or honeydew or apple or kiwi, just perks up my day everyday.
apparently, daddy prepared for me 2 sandwiches today, which i in turn shared with huda, while waiting for lab lesson to start.
apparently, i met Naf in school and she gave me an advice. "kau kene belajar macam gila babi come year 3!" hehe. i so envy her coz she'll be going to Germany for attachment!!!! i also want!!! so i shall follow her gila babi-ness. hohoho.
apparently, i haven't even touch a thing on Bio and my test is next Tuesday, same day as my group's presentation on Abnormal Psychology. and my skills assaessment is next Friday.
apparently, i received a "warning letter" which sya found on my green goblin, from the parking attendant in school, stating that i parked "illegally". wth. haha.
apparently, i'm palying the 'Waiting Game' all over again. thx. i love
apparently, drinking fruit juices, be it starfruit or honeydew or apple or kiwi, just perks up my day everyday.
apparently, daddy prepared for me 2 sandwiches today, which i in turn shared with huda, while waiting for lab lesson to start.
apparently, i met Naf in school and she gave me an advice. "kau kene belajar macam gila babi come year 3!" hehe. i so envy her coz she'll be going to Germany for attachment!!!! i also want!!! so i shall follow her gila babi-ness. hohoho.
apparently, i haven't even touch a thing on Bio and my test is next Tuesday, same day as my group's presentation on Abnormal Psychology. and my skills assaessment is next Friday.
apparently, i received a "warning letter" which sya found on my green goblin, from the parking attendant in school, stating that i parked "illegally". wth. haha.
apparently, i'm palying the 'Waiting Game' all over again. thx. i love
8:51 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008,
my day was made the minute i opened up my lunch box. well, not really box. more of tupperware.
no wonder daddy told me to smile the whole day today. he made me a special vegetable sandwich. more special than yesterday's. love u daddy!
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Nursing Laboratory Test sucked big time! i'm so gonna flung this time. period.
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short, cold convo. thx.
9:18 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008,
a day well spent with dear parents. went to photocopy my presentation stuff. then to Westmall. then headed down to Woodlands Causeway Point for some pizza and SHOPPING. it's more of SPLURGING. Pierre Cardin handbag, Scholl heels and Bourjois mascara for mama. nail polish and cream-coloured Pierre Cardin footwear for me, courtesy of mama and daddy. a bread toaster for dad coz he loves toast every morning, and the old one got spoilt this morning. gonna get those jeans from Giordano soon. madness sey.
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friday........
let's figure out something.......
wonder why is she so super-dee-duper stressed? nope it's not Fear Factor. but she's acting like it eh. haha. i was enjoying myself with the therapy so much and i was laughing all the way cos lessie made a lot of sound effects and those jiggly movements.
still wondering why?
we were actually....
FISH-SPA-ING...
it felt ticklish at first when those fishes nibbled your feet. but it was alright after a while. it was suppose to improve blood circulation and is a stress-reliever. well, it works for me, but not lessie. she got all stressed up. and by close to the 25th minute, she said,"hey, i'm enjoying it..." *adish*
yup, the therapy lasted only 30 minutes. i enjoyed the full 30 minutes. lessie was so stressed up 3/4 of the time. what a waste lah u. =)
u can see how stressed and fake her smile was. and check out those clenched fists of hers. she's trying hard not to scream. hehehe.
the fishes feasting more on lessie's right foot...
my clean, happy feet... yipppeee..!!
ok ok..
lessie's suprise for me...
any difference?
no?
yes?
no more gigi besi! no more braces! woohoo!!!
the REAL DEAL!!! hohoho..
just the 2 of us..
those laughters..
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friday........
let's figure out something.......
wonder why is she so super-dee-duper stressed? nope it's not Fear Factor. but she's acting like it eh. haha. i was enjoying myself with the therapy so much and i was laughing all the way cos lessie made a lot of sound effects and those jiggly movements.
still wondering why?
we were actually....
FISH-SPA-ING...
it felt ticklish at first when those fishes nibbled your feet. but it was alright after a while. it was suppose to improve blood circulation and is a stress-reliever. well, it works for me, but not lessie. she got all stressed up. and by close to the 25th minute, she said,"hey, i'm enjoying it..." *adish*
yup, the therapy lasted only 30 minutes. i enjoyed the full 30 minutes. lessie was so stressed up 3/4 of the time. what a waste lah u. =)
u can see how stressed and fake her smile was. and check out those clenched fists of hers. she's trying hard not to scream. hehehe.
the fishes feasting more on lessie's right foot...
my clean, happy feet... yipppeee..!!
ok ok..
lessie's suprise for me...
any difference?
no?
yes?
no more gigi besi! no more braces! woohoo!!!
the REAL DEAL!!! hohoho..
just the 2 of us..
those laughters..
those bithin'..
those "fights"..
those,"it's ur call... no, it's UR call.."
those "fights"..
those,"it's ur call... no, it's UR call.."
those,"kau, buat ape turun PizzaHut kalau tak makan PIZZA?"
and those,"kau, jauh2 datang makan SALAD aje?"
pfft!
irreplaceable..
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i got a suprise from daddy on thursday...
a cute lil box for my goblin..=)
irreplaceable..
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i got a suprise from daddy on thursday...
a cute lil box for my goblin..=)
me bike, beside dad's bike, beside dunno whose bike.. hoho..
thx daddy dearest!
thx daddy dearest!
10:52 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008,
I HATE WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
10:52 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008,
the one i played badminton with every morning...
the one that loses nearly 50 bucks on betting for the EuroCup...
the one i cracked my head with doing Behaviour Modification...
still.... the one i fooled ard in the midst of doing our project...
the one... no... the table that we messed up with those lappies and other materials...
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the one i hold on to...
the date yesterday turned out to be a happy one. for once i didn't get home, cried in the shower, in my sleep. and the suprise planned by me, well, i postponed it coz all i wanted to do was to just sit, hand-in-hand, and reminisce. next outing okie, love. with sushi. =)
8:50 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008,
been and back from school. lab lesson was super mendak. group meeting was cancelled due to absentees. on my way home, was thinking of whether i should pay nenek a visit. yeah, so i did. and St Luke's Hospital didn't have lots for bikes. thx eh. so i juz parked "illegally" one side, as long as i didn't block the way for the cars. nenek was suprised to see me. talked, gossipped, laughters, and off to rehab. and she went around telling her fellow room mates that i'm a nurse. hehe. so proud. i was like, pfft.
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last night's conversation was full of emotions. especially me. i didn't know how he knows i'm crying when i first picked up the phone. i said i was having flu. and he replied,"bukan semalam abee kenal anee syg." hurhur. ok fine. it's a date tmr. weeeeeee......
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last night's conversation was full of emotions. especially me. i didn't know how he knows i'm crying when i first picked up the phone. i said i was having flu. and he replied,"bukan semalam abee kenal anee syg." hurhur. ok fine. it's a date tmr. weeeeeee......
3:31 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008,
i'm in school now. one of the reasons is that i have to send a Giro form which NYP sent me just early this week. funny how NYP took a hell of their time to approve my Giro (i sent in the form like last September), and they just realized that the form had to be signed and not thumbprinted. wow. fascinating.
i'm done with my slides for Adult Nursing. Crossword puzzle almost done. gonna start research for other modules presentation. especially mental health and behaviour modification. pharmacology is a breeze so far. abnormal psychology too. yet to start on my elective project. and bio? i didn't even glance at it, not even the cover page. hah!
okies, gonna cruise ard with the lesbo later. planning to go MadJack's, then send her home. my 2nd pillion for the day. hmmm akil is quite heavy.
I'm hungry.........
i'm done with my slides for Adult Nursing. Crossword puzzle almost done. gonna start research for other modules presentation. especially mental health and behaviour modification. pharmacology is a breeze so far. abnormal psychology too. yet to start on my elective project. and bio? i didn't even glance at it, not even the cover page. hah!
okies, gonna cruise ard with the lesbo later. planning to go MadJack's, then send her home. my 2nd pillion for the day. hmmm akil is quite heavy.
I'm hungry.........
4:50 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008,
it's been a very eventful week for me. from dreading in KKH. to some unforseen shits i've caused. to dad's admission to the hospital. to me getting sick from all that's been happening. hohoho.
ok talking abt KKH posting. it ended, like finally. nursing kids is not really my cup of tea, but i did enjoy having them around. i miss my Aqeed aka Gigi TicTac!!!!!
permission granted from his mum to post his pic.. =) miss u lah baby...
group pic with my CI, Mrs Doris Foong.. a fun lecturer...
the group of girls i always hang out with during my breaktimes..
and not forgetting the bags that had to be "longgok-ed" one corner of the tearoom.. hehe..
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then on saturday morning, mum called me from her room. sounded urgent. i saw dad laying down in bed with cold sweat and pale face and lips. he nearly fainted in the toilet. he's been bleeding for the past one week, after his operation. but this time round, he said he passes not stools, but massive amount of blood. so i quickly took his blood pressure(BP) and it reads 91/66mmHg, which was not his usual reading as he's hypertensive. so i elevated his legs and told him to do deep breathing. i came back and re-took his BP and it went down further to 74/57mmHg. i quickly got changed, called the ambulance, packed dad's impt documents and off we went to AH's A&E. was thinking of driving or simply taking a cab, but dad could hardly stood up because he's having bad vertigo.
reached AH. registered dad in. he was being observed for about an hour an a half. so i waited around. fancy meeting someone i know. yup, Mr Zaim, a nurse at the A&E. hehe. they did some blood tests and found his HB a wee bit low of 10.7. but there was no more bleeding. so dad was discharged from A&E.
i settled the payments and took a free apple from the big jar for dad to munch on. as we were waiting for big bro to pick us up, dad turned pale and begain closing his eyes tight. i called Zaim and he told me to come back. Zaim waited for me at the entrance and he pushed dad to the trolley. dad vomitted. BP taken and it was super low. they started him on I/V saline and ran it fast. 2 pints. Zaim told me dad will be admitted.
so dad was admitted for PR bleed, postural hypt, and low HB. was clerked by the HO on-call and he took bloods to check dad's HB. Zaim came by after shift to check on dad. offered me out for lunch since i've not had anything since morning, but i insisted to stay on with dad. then soon after, the on-call MO and Registrar came by to see dad. the surgical team came down too and they scheduled dad for an emergency operation at ard 9pm, so dad has to be on Nill By Mouth. lucky thing he had some lunch. KIV blood transfusion as his HB came down to 8.7.
in the evening mum came with brothers. brought me soup. we left ard 8pm. went home i got changed, packed my stuff, and off to AH once again to stay for the night. reached at ard 10pm. made dad's bed, on my lappie. but can't seemed to get connection. waste my time lah sey. so i walked ard the ward. then a staff nurse came up to me and asked,"are u a nurse too? u seemed to know and asked a lot abt ur dad's condition. and the terms that u used makes me wonder.." haha. so i answered what i had to answer. they noted and put me down in their special mention. fun.
dad came back ard 0130hrs. hourly parameters for 6hrs. PU post-op. BP stable. Nil bleeding seen. bloods taken agn. HB came down further to 8.4. haiz. doctor told me if next morn, dad's HB came down further to below 8, confirm transfusion. so in the morn, his HB was back to 8.7. Phew!
dad spent another day and was discharged on Monday. it was a relief. i was tired, but satisfied. i was mentally, physically, and emotionally tired. hard work.
would like to say thank u to Zaim, for helping me with the necessary things and calling me to check on dad's condition. thanks to juli and family, my uncles, atok and fairus, and kak idah's family for visiting.
and my special thanks to abee and family for visiting dad. those supportive words, i appreciate them. i missed u abee. haiz.
the cosy big chair was where i rested on.. but i couldn't get a wink of sleep..
dad trying to sleep too...
dad feeling all better.. before being discharged..
me getting all bored waiting for the discharge.. check out my tired eyes.. ugly..
the nurses there must have thought that i am FON or being a nurse myself i'm very F. they are so wrong. in fact, i made the bed myself, i chart down my dad's intake and output on a piece of paper and gave it to the AN at the end of the shift, i brought out the food tray to the pantry when dad's done eating, i changed dad's dressing and all. it's not as if i'm a trained nurse to my dad, or my dad is in paying class ward, u nurses have to do EVERYTHING. sorry hor. i'm not F hokay. thank you. but the staff there were very nice. paying class mah. hoho.
done with the reading yet?
coz i'm done. =)
ok talking abt KKH posting. it ended, like finally. nursing kids is not really my cup of tea, but i did enjoy having them around. i miss my Aqeed aka Gigi TicTac!!!!!
permission granted from his mum to post his pic.. =) miss u lah baby...
group pic with my CI, Mrs Doris Foong.. a fun lecturer...
the group of girls i always hang out with during my breaktimes..
and not forgetting the bags that had to be "longgok-ed" one corner of the tearoom.. hehe..
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then on saturday morning, mum called me from her room. sounded urgent. i saw dad laying down in bed with cold sweat and pale face and lips. he nearly fainted in the toilet. he's been bleeding for the past one week, after his operation. but this time round, he said he passes not stools, but massive amount of blood. so i quickly took his blood pressure(BP) and it reads 91/66mmHg, which was not his usual reading as he's hypertensive. so i elevated his legs and told him to do deep breathing. i came back and re-took his BP and it went down further to 74/57mmHg. i quickly got changed, called the ambulance, packed dad's impt documents and off we went to AH's A&E. was thinking of driving or simply taking a cab, but dad could hardly stood up because he's having bad vertigo.
reached AH. registered dad in. he was being observed for about an hour an a half. so i waited around. fancy meeting someone i know. yup, Mr Zaim, a nurse at the A&E. hehe. they did some blood tests and found his HB a wee bit low of 10.7. but there was no more bleeding. so dad was discharged from A&E.
i settled the payments and took a free apple from the big jar for dad to munch on. as we were waiting for big bro to pick us up, dad turned pale and begain closing his eyes tight. i called Zaim and he told me to come back. Zaim waited for me at the entrance and he pushed dad to the trolley. dad vomitted. BP taken and it was super low. they started him on I/V saline and ran it fast. 2 pints. Zaim told me dad will be admitted.
so dad was admitted for PR bleed, postural hypt, and low HB. was clerked by the HO on-call and he took bloods to check dad's HB. Zaim came by after shift to check on dad. offered me out for lunch since i've not had anything since morning, but i insisted to stay on with dad. then soon after, the on-call MO and Registrar came by to see dad. the surgical team came down too and they scheduled dad for an emergency operation at ard 9pm, so dad has to be on Nill By Mouth. lucky thing he had some lunch. KIV blood transfusion as his HB came down to 8.7.
in the evening mum came with brothers. brought me soup. we left ard 8pm. went home i got changed, packed my stuff, and off to AH once again to stay for the night. reached at ard 10pm. made dad's bed, on my lappie. but can't seemed to get connection. waste my time lah sey. so i walked ard the ward. then a staff nurse came up to me and asked,"are u a nurse too? u seemed to know and asked a lot abt ur dad's condition. and the terms that u used makes me wonder.." haha. so i answered what i had to answer. they noted and put me down in their special mention. fun.
dad came back ard 0130hrs. hourly parameters for 6hrs. PU post-op. BP stable. Nil bleeding seen. bloods taken agn. HB came down further to 8.4. haiz. doctor told me if next morn, dad's HB came down further to below 8, confirm transfusion. so in the morn, his HB was back to 8.7. Phew!
dad spent another day and was discharged on Monday. it was a relief. i was tired, but satisfied. i was mentally, physically, and emotionally tired. hard work.
would like to say thank u to Zaim, for helping me with the necessary things and calling me to check on dad's condition. thanks to juli and family, my uncles, atok and fairus, and kak idah's family for visiting.
and my special thanks to abee and family for visiting dad. those supportive words, i appreciate them. i missed u abee. haiz.
the cosy big chair was where i rested on.. but i couldn't get a wink of sleep..
dad trying to sleep too...
dad feeling all better.. before being discharged..
me getting all bored waiting for the discharge.. check out my tired eyes.. ugly..
the nurses there must have thought that i am FON or being a nurse myself i'm very F. they are so wrong. in fact, i made the bed myself, i chart down my dad's intake and output on a piece of paper and gave it to the AN at the end of the shift, i brought out the food tray to the pantry when dad's done eating, i changed dad's dressing and all. it's not as if i'm a trained nurse to my dad, or my dad is in paying class ward, u nurses have to do EVERYTHING. sorry hor. i'm not F hokay. thank you. but the staff there were very nice. paying class mah. hoho.
done with the reading yet?
coz i'm done. =)
10:02 PM