Saturday, March 29, 2008,
haiz. life gets more tougher for me. i don't know what to expect next. super rojak i tell u.
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attachment's ending like soon. i can't wait for the pathetic 1 week break, after 6 weeks of "ZOOM SGH!!!" gosh.
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waiting for Aliz to ring me up for the bike details. thx to Walid too, for giving me the dealer's number. and to Juli and bf whom had acted as my 'advisor'. hehe. and effa who will ask her bf abt the bike thingy. ooooh i can't wait. can't go to the Motor Jamboree 2008 at Taman Warisan tmr coz it's mama's birthday.
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"Into each life, some rain must fall"
(Henry Wadsworth Longfellow)
8:37 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008,
i wanna get a bike. i need one. for transportation purpose. to and from work, to and from school. owning a car is too expensive. it irks me to see myself topping up my ez-link like every week. and it's NOT concession, mind you. sponsored is just by name. fees are not paid for. sheesh. so much for being a sponsored student. any lobangs? holla.
1:14 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008,
i had the shock of my life. i wonder if i even exist. your msgs this morning left me expressionless. i doubt myself. i doubt you. i wish things are much simpler. i wish i could turn back time and walk another path. i wish i wish i wish. the people who envied me so much, please, take back your words.
9:55 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008,
mama told me out of the blue, that if "Tiara" is still around, she would be 23 years old now. then she go about naming my kids. hahaha. mama, mama.
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SHS posting was fun. kids, injections, Snellen tests, audiometry, puberty checks, noise pollution, laughters. "i have allergy. allergic to mosquitoes." haha confident.

girl band lah konon2...


let's learn as we play...

trying hard to be in the picture..

shalon's favourite..


huda feeling small.. huda and me setting up a booth..

West View Primary rocks!

and then.... we working on our assignment...********************************
sometimes i wish that you could be more appreciative. is that too much to ask?
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"For everything good you leave behind, something great is just ahead" (Treviene Fernando)
6:41 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008,
did some catching up with dearest juli on friday. Step Up 2 is so far the best of the best amongst all those dance movies i've seen. recommended. dined in at Secret Recipe. John Little, Topshop, Cotton On, Giordano, La Senza. Fun-tabulous. love u.
met up with a friend today. fruitful. thank you for the time spent with me. love u. dinner with mama, daddy, and adek. Al-Ameen. quality time spent. love them famiy.
tmr's event at big bro's plc. gotta be there early.
GPA of 3.423. and i thought i got less than 3. Alhamdulillah.
"The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge"
(Bertrand Russell)
10:45 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008,
i am blessed to have such wonderful parents who have brought me into this world. who have taught me patience. who have taught me to be responsible. who have taught me critical thinking. who have taught me to love me and to love others. my pillars of strength, my determination, my all. thank you mama and daddy. i love you. and spending the whole day with the both of you gives me a whole new meaning of life.
"the great art of life is sensation, to feel what we exist, even in pain"
(Pearl S. Buck)
7:55 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008,
i've never laughed this hard ever since. our inside joke about Mas Selamat and changing his name and all. it was hillarious. *giggles* you just know how to make my day. thanx. you're such a sweetheart.
i missed being an Enrolled Nurse(EN). and today, well not only today, i was like one all over again. then it struck me. hey, i ain't an EN anymore. i'm a pathetic STUDENT. gosh. things that i once legalized to do, i can't even touch anymore. why? because i'm a pathetic STUDENT. i hate it sey. like a dilemma.
"kakak nie.. macam budak2 kindergarten ar.. dah lah dengan baju sekolah, pakai bib, makan mee rebus.."(as quoted by my youngest brother) he then took my digicam, and snapped a pic of me. then daddy continued with a few more snaps and a video of me picking out the "illegal immigrants"(read : taugeh). hurhur.

happily picking out those nasty stuff and happily chit-chatting away.

now happily happy eating the mee rebus w/out those nasty stuff. and ermmm happily chit-chatting away, still.
weekends are occupied. outings and meet ups. just to keep me filled in. well, at least.
"The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them"
(Michelle Hemmersley)
12:03 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008,
clinical placement keeps me occupied. feelings neutralized as time goes by. happenings make me feel this way. trying to be a stronger being. trying to appreciate wat's left of me. watever outcome i achieve at the end of the day, i'm thankful to Allah as He has given me the strength and determination to continue walking this life. it's been hard, yes.
exams results will be on the 13th (i think). and i'm so not looking forward to it.
Happy 22nd Birthday Irna.
PM shift tmr, but i've gotta go school to settle some stuff. wat a bugger. lunch date before starting of shift. something to look forward to, to keep me sane.
"Today is a gift, that is why they call it the present"
(© Maria Moratto 2006)
10:10 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008,
"atas nama cinta
hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
sampai nanti bila aku mati
cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
atas nama cinta
ku relakan jalan ku merana
asal engkau akhirnya denganku
ku bersumpah atas nama cinta"
2:08 PM