Monday, July 14, 2008,
nevermind the overwhelming throbbing pain and the swollen, red, oedematus, tight foot. nevermind the i-can't-even-stand-or-hang-my-foot-in-the-air ordeal. nevermind the wheelchair-mobbing. and worst, nevermind the INFECTED foot! i just WANNA GO TO SCHOOL!!! this is so so so depressing. especially when i have to make-up for lab sessions and miss all those lectures and tutorials. thx mama, for not letting me step out of the house. "nanti lagi ada infection, syg.." haiyoh. it's not that i did not clean my wound using aseptic technique. it's not that i did not cover up my wound when i go out. i know that "mum knows best", but i know better coz it's me who knows ME better. *sigh*
nevertheless, mama and daddy and my brothers have been of very great help. mama never fails to bring me to the toilet, prepares my medications, helps me with the abulation and prayers. daddy for bringing me around the house, driving me to the clinic at night, checking on me every night to see if i'm crying in pain, buying dressing sets for me, settling my green goblin(she's sick too-can't start). my brothers for pushing me around like crazy drivers, bringing my handphone and lappie close to me, charging them for me, wash my plates, eating prawns and sotongs in front of me. hmph. I LOVE U ALL lah.. thx abang and kak idah for the Vaseline petroleum gel. i can burn my foot as soon as i apply it.=)
my lessie has been of great help. msging me everyday. and stop blaming urself over the Zambuk issue aite. and huda sis for the "Low" song. and now she calls me humpty dumpty. wah lau eh. and she made my day early in the morning. "sekolah mcm s**l without u" haha sweet. HEART them both! my bestie cuzzie Juliani has been of help too. getting me cottonballs and normal saline for my wound dressing, sleeping on my bed, yakking about how she's so effing stressed about JCI, doing my dressing last night. LOVE u gal! good luck eh. hehe. and thx for the well wishes y'all. i'll be back. hohoho.
but now, i'm alone at home. brother Akil has gone to school. no one to bully! and i'm on fall precaution. and no one to bring me to the toilet to shower. no one to make me breakfast. no one to do this and that for me. haha. pampered sey, pakaikan pampers baru tau! eh pls eh, i'm not a spoilt brat! i can do all of it myself, but it'll take me eons lah. hehe.
i have a plan. and i shall execute it later. InsyaAllah.
7:51 AM
